01/31/2010

I was in class, but for some reason class was being held in my room. The lecture was really boring and I had trouble following along. One student fell asleep and the professor screamed at him until he left. I didn't want to get in trouble for sleeping in class, so when we took a break, I ran downstairs to my kitchen to grab some coffee. For some reason, the only coffee I could find was pizza flavored, which is more disgusting in retrospect. I ran back upstairs to class, and then I woke up.

01/29/2010

I had a dream about my mom. She was in the kitchen and she was talking with 2 of my aunts. They were talking about how good she was doing. Both of these aunts have been dead for 10 plus years now. My mother recently had a stroke and has no use of her right side, but in the dream she had made a total recovery.

01/18/2010

I am sitting at the kitchen table with my husband, eating breakfast. Outside of the large bay window, I spot a dead puppy in the driveway. My sadness is diverted by the sudden and rapid growth of a tree immediately outside the window. On one branch, on one stem, high up on the tree, grows a goldfish. Then the puppy springs back to life and eats the goldfish. I am overwhelmed by the sense that there is meaning to be had here, but I do not understand.